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savetheboys' Journal    
they were a blast.       
i'm guessing everyone is busy because no one i know has posted for a while. let's hear it for finals and little sleep. or sleeping at school (Gerald). Let's hear it for planting trees too! Because we all need trees for fresh air. Good job Luke. Way to be. If the earth could, it would give you a great big hug. it's been a long week. I don’t feel the suns comin’ out today Its staying in, it’s gonna find another way. As I sit here in this misery, I don’t Think I’ll ever see the sun from here. And oh as I fade away, They’ll all look at me and say, and they’ll say, Hey look at him! I’ll never live that way. But that’s okay They’re just afraid to change. When you feel your life ain’t worth living You’ve got to stand up and Take a look around you then a look way up to the sky. And when your deepest thoughts are broken, Keep on dreaming boy, cause when you stop dreamin’ it’s time to die. And as we all play parts of tomorrow, Some ways will work and other ways we’ll play. But I know we all can’t stay here forever, So I want to write my words on the face of today. And then they’ll paint it And oh as I fade away, They’ll all look at me and they’ll say, Hey look at him and where he is these days. When life is hard, you have to change. Current mood: busy. Current music: Blind Melon - Change. i'd love to hear you comments. i think i just need to hear from the people i know. someone please explain stupidity to me. i don't understand it. why do people act so dumb? so i work at quiznos and one of the employees got fired. he came in for his check last friday and he wasn't on that pay roll so the check didn't come in. he took this as quiznos wasn't paying him, so the logical thing he decides is to throw our sandwich making stuff around the store and trash it. i'm making subs at the time and he comes beside me to start grabbing stuff and it took a short while but it came to me that he had no reason to be back there. i told him to leave and he starts trash talking grabs me by the collar trying to shake me around. i'm ready at any moment to crack him in the head if he were to start swinging and hurting people. i just stared him down and he got bored with me since i didn't say anything to him and proceeded to throw our turkey around the store. this is not all... i went to Conneticut with people from my church here in Boston to see a Shane and Shane concert. Michelle, our hostess was ever so kind to put some of us up for the night. Previously before the trip we've talked of her brother whom she has trouble with. He is rather rebellious and all that junk. last night after arriving Michelle's mom wants Nicole, Michelle's sister to go see if Jaime the brother is where he says he is. we all take a ride to a near by house and find her brother drunk which is of no surprise and was already assumed. Michelle and her brother are not on good terms. For some reason he gets really pissed off when we go around the block because we wanted to drive somewhere while Michelle's sister is checking out the scene for their mom. when we get back he comes to the car yelling at michelle being a total jerk and then starts yelling at me from out side the car window. after many threats and punches that hit the car he decides that he needed to punch me. so i get one in the face and we drive off. what can be said to rage and stupidity? there is no reasoning with it. i can't say anything and i won't join their sherade so i'm left feeling like people walk all over me....and as much as it depresses me, i'm okay with that. what other way of living is there? i don't understand stupidity. rage is so unattractive. God is so faithful to reassure me. He was crucified under what true accusations? i rest in His assurance that this way of living is not in vain. i thank Him that he leads by example because words are meaningless unless backed by action. it's been a mentally exhausting week. i feel like forgetting about the last two weeks of school. I just want to be with the people I love and forgetting the world. bed time. Current mood:  exhausted.Current music: shane and shane. i'm working at 9 tomorrow morning, which i thought i had tomorrow off. oh well. it's also pay day so that makes up for it. heading out to a concert sunday in Conneticutt. i didn't even know who i was going to see and then i found out it was Shane and Shane. and it's FREE. i'm psyched. 2 weeks of school left. it dosn't feel like it. i need 3 days of nothing so i can do my school work. i hope my final projects don't end up like crap for lack of time. i had a dream last night that i was making up a paper for my American Government class. i'm almost certain i'm failing the class now. in the dream my teacher gave me the wrong paper to do and i was trying to improvise my way through the paper because i knew none of it and i just figured that this was normal because i understood nothing in class. then he handed me back my paper that i revised ( i actually had to revise a paper in real life) and told me it was a really good paper and completely different. This surprised me because really so far i've gotten a D on one paper and an F on another that i've passed back in after revision. still waiting on the grade. that class is not going smooth. it's not enough that i'm really dumb in this subject but i've got a teacher who should be the ultimate source in American Government. even more than books. he's expecting way too much from a photo major like me.....and i'm not just saying that so i can hand in sucky papers. but enough... i passed my art history paper so at least i know i'm not just really bad at writing papers. well.....don't want to sleep through my alarm clock....like i'm prone to do. all anna said was "you should go home this summer" and for some reason that was enough for me to say, "i'm gonna go home this summer" I really didn't want to be in Boston all summer. I told my manager today I'll be home this summer so i'm half way there. Now I just need a job. I guess i always have the Quizno's option since I won't need any training. i'm very excited to be home for the summer. thanks anna. i'm still checking out the japanese film thing. tengo hambre. Current mood: hungry.Current music: a growling stomach. i am a sleeping beauty.
yesterday a 9 hour shift making sandwiches allowed me to enjoy water droplets on the shower curtain. I was so out of it. Boston Shmaston  
Current mood:  blah.Current music: the price is right. well i know i promised more pictures but i have no recent ones. so here's one of old.  rash decisions can be bad, but have you ever had any good ones? they're good. yesterday i paper mached my head. it was fun. that will have to be my next post. i'll get a picture of the both of us together. it's a hoot when we get together. |
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